Hey it's been a while now
I have these things that need to get off my chest
It's irritating and it gets worse day by day
And someone has to speak up
Unfortunately, I am a pussy
So here I am writing this shit
Knowing damn well you won't read it

I know something is really wrong with you
Okay, let's just talk about you. You need help. SERIOUSLY.
I don't know how to help you because when
I try to tell you something that might offend you
You just couldn't take it

I know life been hard on you since forever and we as human
Have to find a way and accept everything that happened
Is Allah's test how strong you are. I know you are more than that.
You are the strongest person I have known my entire life
And I always looked up to

Penyakit kau dah kronik sangat.
Seeing you getting angrier each day scares the hell out of me
It makes me feel like I am the reason for all of this shit
Did I do something that made you who you are today?
Why you treat me like I am a piece of shit but not to your friends?
Is it because we are family? Which mean we can still be cool right after that?
You know what
Communication has failed us
Actually, WE. FAILED. OURSELVES.
How am I going to have a talk with you when all you did
Was firing my words back at me?
I can't stand all the backlash that I'm getting from you
Just because you don't want to listen

You see, it doesn't work like that
Is it because you think I am younger than you?
That I cannot share my opinion with you?
I actually care for you. I really do. But do you?
Life is too short to not show how much you love a person
It is now or never. Yes, it's a reminder for myself too

You are getting older. Me too
But what's the point of living if you only care about your
Relationship with the Almighty but not with others?
Both parties have to be well taken care of in order to achieve
Or maintain the well-being of our souls

Every people have their own struggles and obstacles in life
It's how to find a way and deal with it is more important
Please find initiative for your anger issue
You really do not want to be like all the ugli makcik bawang in the future
Please control your anger it is really not good for the soul
Semoga Allah lembutkan hati kau dan mudahkan urusan kau
Di atas muka bumi Allah ni amin ya rabbillalamin

You ain't living man. There is something that holdng you back of being happy
You need to let it go. Be happy. Find your true happiness.
Allah tidak begitu kejam dengan umatnya.

Xoxo,
Your stubborn sister