Do you ever feel like you're the only one living in this lonely world ?
Feeling left out in everything but you enjoyed it ?
Those hopeless, restless feelings keep you awake at night ?
Wanted to reach out but no one seemed to care?
Or everyone presence just annoyed you ?

The worst part is
You always feel like cutting or harm yourself
The unceasing loop of you jumping off a building
Being told to do shit you don't even like
Confuse of what kind of life you're living

I'm not living my life to the fullest
I don't like it here it's irritating
Every smallest thing get to me
I just enjoy my own companion
Please leave me the fuck alone

I'm in my twenties and still accomplished nothing
All my friends are doing great in their life
I don't get jealous, bcs I know my time will come
I'm happy for them, bcs that's what a good friend should do

People around me thought life is a competition
And always find a way to get ahead of me
The truth is it's not
I don't really give a single fuck about you
Especially when you're nothing to me

When someone is settling down
Having a good job
Have enough money to get married
Just let them be
Because your time will come

We all grow at different rates
And that is completely okay
Work harder honey
Allah knows you're trying
Everything gonna be just fine